Fears

He loves me with all he's got,
in his heart i could gladly get lost,
i love him how best i know,
and it gives me a glow.

He hurts me sometimes,
and I'm sure he doesn't even know it,
but i love him through it all,
for i accept the good with the not so good.

Does he see my point of view?
Does he think I'm being too much?
He trumps my girlie wishes,
sees them as a waste of time.

He is my world in its entirety,
and i would'nt change him one bit,
But i fear sometimes,
shall we ever resolve our differences?

They say diversity is the spice of love,
but i fear it could be the bane of my existence,
i love my baby,
but sometimes my heart's not at rest! 

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years (Official Music Video)

i dream in yellow, black, white and chiavari

Beautiful stuff

just so i dont forget
http://www.vancaro.com/rings/sterling-silver-rings

perfection incarnate

Say he was a car,
he'd be a black Range Rover Sport,
so powerful yet so good to look at!
Say he was an animal,
he'd be a full maned lion,
so strong yet so gentle with its own!
Say he was a house,
he'd be a sprawling bungalow,
so expansive yet so homely!
Say he was a phone,
he'd be a Black Berry Bold,
so sophisticated yet so reliable!
Say he was a bag,
he'd be a Samsonite for sure,
so strong yet so beautiful!
Say he was a song,
he'd be a classic Beethoven,
so complicated yet so captivating!
Say he was a dance,
he'd be a Cha Cha,
so feisty yet so sensuous!
Say he was a fruit,
he'd be oh my a pineapple,
so thorny yet so inconceivably delicious!
Say,
for a moment,
in my wildest dreams,
he was mine,
he'd be Perfection Incarnate,
so revered yet so cherished!!!

crossroads

Clouds in the sky,
veiling the brilliant sum up high,
with copious showers, the heavens seem to cry,
Gal heaves a sigh,
is this a sign?
to let go is it time?
Alone at a crossroads,
At this point in the story of her life!
Right seems right,
Left seems right,
Its a typical catch-22, right?
Plummeting from cloud nine,
Crashing from orbit,
Its her and reality,
face to face with incredulity,
Alone at a crossroads,
At this point in the story of her life!
Resolute,
Gal makes up her mind,
Right is right,
Left cant be right. . .
so as hard as it may seem,
Gal has got to be what gal has got to be,
Alone at a crossroads,
At this point in the story of her life!
Gal cant help but wonder though,
is she giving up too soon?
should she hold on just a little while more?
is time all that is needed?
but eternity and a half has faded
or so it seems,
what should she do now?
Alone at a crossroads,
At this point in the story of her life!
Turmoil wreaks havoc,
vacillation, confusion galore,
Gal is literally a puppet,
at the mercy of a callous puppeteer,
poignant roller-coaster,
is a daily familiar monotony,
Alone at a crossroads,
At this point in the story of her life!

November 8 2010

my happily ever after

my happily ever after,
is not entirely without disaster,
it has its fair share of downs,
and ample supply of clowns,
i would have it just this way,
for then i'm complete dare i say!
my happily ever after,
is full of sparkly glitter,
and dullness in equal measure,
but im happy as this is my treasure,
all i have, all i own,
else's belongings none!
My happily ever after,
is of delight a huge cluster,
and tears every so often,
to cleanse my life and my eyes glisten,
i have no reason to complain,
for without them my life would be plain!
My happily ever after,
is beautiful sensations on a golden platter,
and sadness once or twice to me handed,
to keep me humble and firmly grounded,
for less them I'd be on a high horse,
and for happiness I'd be at a loss!

my sweet

meet me my sweet as always down by the river,
sit by my side today, tomorrow and forever,
pray do remind me why you love me,
tell me my sweet what in me you see,
before me your dreams for the future lay,
for their accomplishment come lets pray!
walk with me tonight under many a star,
banish my worries all my cares afar,
hold my hand in yours down this road,
I'm willing my sweet no need me to goad,
pour your cares your heart out to me,
share with me what in your mind's ye you see!
stand with me in the rain today,
i could do this with you for forever and a day,
hold me close shield me from the cold,
I'm all yours in saying this I'm bold,
relish the beauty of nature/creation around us,
if only this moment could never pass!
lay next to me my sweet on the grass,
watch the sky, see the clouds majestically pass,
get lost with me in beauty galore,
love me my sweet till your heart grows sore,
forget the world its sorrows and distresses,
if only for a moment dwell not on miseries!

The Art of holding on

i have soon found out that this life is best lived if we hold on to the things that mean the most to us!
sometimes the things that made us happy yesterday lose their allure and we forget how delirious they made us
The Art of holding on, i keep praying for!
For the strength to overcome disappointment!
For resilience to forge on!
For courage to let go at times!
For love to fill my days!
For hope to fuel my life!!

WISHLIST

This for a one lovely girl who didnt know what she wanted as a gift on a special day :-)

1. Black Berrry
2. Flowers, often.
3. Surprise gifts.
4. Hot shoes
5. Perfume :-) :-) Euphoria, Estee Lauder Pleasure, DKNY, J'adore, Elizabeth Arden Pretty.
6. Recipe book
7. Cuisine class
8. Sarova SaltLick, Crater Lake (get away)
9. Jewelry
10. Spa Treatment
11. Hot air baloon flight
12. Bath Set
13. Plant
14. Picnic + Champagne and Cake
15. huge white chocolate
16. Framed photo
17. 100 roses white, pink, yellow
18. Hand written letter
19. Heating Teddy Bear
20. Wine bottle + 2 glasses
21. Candle stick, scented candles
22. Basketfull of sweets
23. Yatching, boating
24. Cruise
25. Silk bathrobe
26. Ice cream tub :-) :-)
27. Genuine silver jewelry
28. Ice cream maker
29. Blender
30. Locket
31. Surprise getaway 

Muse-

feed me no more lies,

thou that affection fondly displays,

treading a path that to no where leads,

where expectations are forfeited,

by despair and false desire,

blink not thou fond lover

when anxious weary care

rests ever in your soft restless bosom

drain thy essence of all sweet passion

hush heart, lets not rush

Pray lover do come with me,

this story beautiful shall be,

taste the sweetness deny not,

in this beautiful sensation lets get lost,

i dare promise my love I'll be your guide,

from the despair and sadness u i shall hide,

lose yourself in me sweet darling,

For, for so long for love I've been yearning

Break not my heart you precious one,

For it only you has won!

Love's faceless woe defac'd my matchless strain to gain approval of one,

whose eyes outshone the sun's rays,

and taught tears in my eyes to flow in vain,

Led me through a variety of woe,

Where her memory i now resign,

and renounce what once precious was

In seas of false affection my soul is now drowned

Loves law to obey 'tmust be true,if 'tis love..

hence hush heart

Judge me not oh fair beloved one,

By the agony inflicted upon you by another,

Trust that what my heart feels,

Is pure in motive and deed,

Your woes, oh dear lover, allow me to soothe,

If but by my words, and hopefully by deed,

Blame not love, its exquisiteness do not reduce from,

Your fears my sweet, I shall doubtless allay,

If u could but give me a chance!

TO MY SWEET, BUT A FEW WISHES!

Grant me forever,

Of  sharing the most intimate details of my deepest, innermost self with you,

Of learning your secrets, your fears, your lifelong dreams,

Of enjoying the little  things about you that make my heart race,

Of how your cologne drives me into a frenzy.

Grant me forever,

Of being beautiful for you,

Of  being  carefree with you,

Of watching you come alive with smiles and laughs when I'm with you,

Of having you look at me with passion, courage, respect, reverence, with love,

Of that look in your eyes that totally disarms me,

Of being the object of your heart’s affection.

Grant me forever,

Of sharing with you my world,

My vulnerabilities, my weaknesses, my tears with you,

Of becoming the singular beauty in the eye of you, the beholder,

Of alternately being livid and delirious over you,

Of watching you try to win me over  with your silly quips and goofy grin

Of smiling despite myself at your sweet efforts.

Grant me forever,

Of laying beside you on your couch,

Or of sitting next to you at our favorite restaurant,

Of looking at you with the deepest adoration one heart can manage,

Of having you wrap your arm around me as I put my head on your strong chest,

Of hearing your thunderous, pounding heartbeat beginning to slow.

Grant me forever,

Of loving you till my heart grows sore from the sheer pleasure of it,

Of being yours in every conceivable meaning of the word,

Of celebrating this gift of love that we undeservedly have been granted,

Of calling you mine,

Way past forever!

FOR SHE IS FLAWED

Confidence is admired,

Yet strenuously acquired,

So she puts on a brave façade,

Struggles to beam even when deep down she is sad,

Yet she fails once again,

For she is flawed!

Every day she battle insecurities,

In ways we would never fathom,

She braves a barrage of negatives,

Day in day out,

Sometimes it takes its toll on her

For she is flawed!

Every so often she falls,

Takes a turn that turns out false,

For that she is judged,

Accused, misunderstood,

She really can’t be perfect,

For she is flawed!

They put her on a pedestal,

Judge her by their own standards,

They yank her off the pedestal,

She can’t match up to incredibly high standards,

It is impossible,

For she is flawed!

Sometimes she says something mean,

Talks before she thinks what she means,

Don’t we all slip sometimes?

We are not charged for it like major crimes,

For that she is sorry,

For she is flawed!

Cut her some slack,

This life is hard on everyone,

It really is nice if someone has your back,

Every once in a while when you go one wrong,

That’s all she asks for,

For she is flawed!